Missing

Today after a long period in time the weight of experience is exceeded by my own overdue passiveness. It has been a sort of experience living in Scotland for around less than a year now, which is away from the easily accepted and perceived romanticism of this country. No doubt the landscapes are beautiful, the countryside so comforting but their is no going away from the rush inside. Pile of words which have kept me glued to myself are floating away from books into a dark corner. The marginal field is looking for more investors. Without blaming the weather. The smile is missing.